Not being able to train for the last few weeks is driving me crazy. This shoulder issue is causing me no end of irritation, and not just physically. I feel myself getting weaker, I see myself getting smaller, I'm restless, and since I've not been able to work out, I'm still drinking. I feel like an ass about it, but I don't know what to do with myself. I've tried making contact with a few people in the past week or two, but they're always busy & tell me to "get a hold of them [later]". I'm not going to keep pestering people to hang out, so I wait to hear back from them. I never do. Even if I manage to make plans with someone, something will inevitably come up, causing the plans to fall through. People flake on me, I think, because I'm so laid back about it all. I say it's no big deal, and in some ways it's not. Even though I feel let down by it, I never really count on plans until they actually happen. To paraphrase a quote I remember, but can't attribute anymore (perhaps I made it up myself?), "If you never expect anything from anyone, you'll never be disappointed."
Was going to continue with that, but I just realized it's time to go to work. Joy.
8:32 a.m. - 2013-07-09
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