I don't mind the emotional status quo (quite used to it after all these years), it's just that it seems much more bleak when compared with how I *could* be feeling, had things actually gone as I'd hoped. I'd really love to see A.C. again, but... *shrugs*
Oh, and we had a show last night out in "country-ville". We played alright again once the kinks finally got worked out. Yet again, however, JRP had technical issues, making us 30 minutes late in starting, and making most of the first set sound like shit. Even took *minutes* between songs at first, while he tried to figure out wtf was wrong. Not many people showed up, as apparently, nobody promoted it either (the guys included). I'm fairly positive we won't be playing there again, unless they have an emergency due to a cancellation or something.
On the plus side, the band made $150 ($50 each), and were allowed 4 drinks each. On the down side, I'm dreading the conversation I'm going to have to have with them on Thursday at practice. I'm telling them that I won't play another show with them until JRP reduces his rig size. He has so much stuff that when something goes wrong, he has no idea what it is and I'm not going to tolerate it any more. It was embarrassing not only to be late starting, but to just be standing there between songs (or worse yet, having JP call the song name out, then have to wait another minute or more because JRP couldn't get his equipment to work. He told me we have another gig on Oct. 6th at some sort of "festival" out in the same "country-ville" area again, but as far as I'm concerned, it's not happening unless he gets his shit together.
At least I have a couple of things to which I can look forward - 1) I'm getting my new windows installed next week, and 2) by next weekend, I should have my cabinets finally installed. I'm hoping this will keep my mind off my singledom, at least for a little while.
10:42 a.m. - 2012-08-31
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