Well, for the last week or so, I've been feeling pretty down. i might even go so far as to say hopeless. But, it was "ladies' night" at the dog tonight (Huey's show) and I decided to go, as I knew a few of the people playing. I went, bought a drink, and found a chair, feeling awkward/self-conscious the whole time. I'd been watching the show for a bit, was on my second drink, and... well, do you remember that girl I "rescued" a couple weeks ago? The one who gave me a little half-hug, that I was convinced wasn't in to me? Well, I saw her down the bar. She noticed, and waved at me - I waved back & smiled as best I could. She was with some people so I didn't intrude, but she came down to say hi after a bit, then headed off somewhere. When she came back, she made a comment about me being at the end of the bar "all alone" I commented that I "wasn't just alone here", and she invited me to join her. Nervous Ned that I am, I told her I might be down in a few, but I couldn't see the band from down where she was! (was a joke). Anyway, I waited about one song, then wandered down to sit next to her.
I spent the next couplefew hours sitting & talking with her, about tons of stuff. Turns out we have a lot in common, although I won't go into detail yet. As the bar closed, I asked her for the second time if she was ok to get home on her own (drink-wise), and if not that I could give her a ride. She was fine, but asked what kind of bike I had (not sure how that never managed to come up!?) but when I told her I had a Honda, she about flipped! Said it was her "dream bike", and I offered to show it to her when I walked her out. She absolutely loved it and I asked what she was doing tomorrow evening, as I'd love to give her a ride if she was up for it. I asked for her number, put it in my phone, then asked if I could walk her to her car, as I didn't see it close by. In all honesty (and I told her this myself) I had no expectations, but when we got to her car, she was in no rush to go. In a rare stroke of intuition, I went to kiss her, and she was waiting for me to. I've not had a first kiss like that in ages (ok, I've not had a first kiss in ages, period, but seriously, this was a "top two" level kiss!) The 1st kiss was so wholesome/sweet, and almost perfect - the rest of it was heaven! I don't even know what to say - I lost my balance a couple times, because of the drinks, or because I was so into her (and because she's so short!). I would have gladly spent the rest of the night kissing her (and damn did I want to), but that's not the best way to try to start something. Aside from being ridiculously attracted to this woman, I feel a real connection. I'm really hoping that the entire night wasn't just a drunken escapade for her. I'll be so disappointed if I get the cold shoulder tomorrow evening... She's quirky, she's short... she's beautiful!
(edited, because I got self-conscious! lol)1:26 a.m. - 2012-08-23
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