2nd tonight...
Believe it or not, via strange coincidence, I ran into Meg_D tonight on a downtown corner block while leaving a bar. I was on my bike, she called out to me; I told her where I was going & she & her friends showed up! So nice to see her again, and she was with a girl I now have a big crush on. I made it known to Meg that I was interested, but apparently the gal just broke up with a guy yesterday, so I'm likely S.O.L. At least I made an effort, right? I invited Meg out for a ride again too, as she loves a cycle ride, and she's supposed to contact me when she has some time.
The liquor is obviously changing things in my mind, and by tomorrow, I won't likely be thinking these thoughts, but tonight? I don't think I've wanted to kiss her (Meg) as much as I ever have before. It's ok - I'm fully able to accept thoughts without acting on them. She's a sweetheart, and she told me she'd try to keep my name "active" with her friend who just broke up with her b/f. I hope so, because she was really cute! :-D
Aside from that, I let a few more of my friends know that I have a show coming up - hopefully, they'll be able to make it out. I'd love for this show to have a huge turnout!
P.S. Did I mention that Travis Tritt's band showed up and the Dog tonight? They were playing one of our "festivals" and the band stopped up after they played. My buddy Huey ended up talking with them for a while, and their guitarist took a couple pictures of B_Man playing on stage!
I didn't talk to/meet them, but people seemed excited, so I guess that's cool. I'm sitting home now watching the last 10 minutes of "8 mile" - love the final rap scenes in this movie!
P.P.S. I'm not sure if I want my crush on Meg_D to go away or not.
P.P.P.S. I'm sick of being alone, both physically and emotionally. I really don't know how much more I can take.
2:44 a.m. - 2012-08-05
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