It's interesting, that the day after I posted about feeling so down (the day I posted about not sleeping), I started to feel a bit better. It also coincides with my having disconnected from people the week previous, which might also be a factor, as well as not drinking. Finally, I've noticed that my skin hasn't been having any issues, my headaches are going away (for the most part), and I actually felt physically good today with zero medication! I wonder now if this whole time, the tooth I had the filling replaced in was infected, causing my body to work and work to try and fight it, thus weakening my system to the point where I always felt like shit. With the antibiotics I've been on, I think I'm on the mend overall (again, physically).
I'm still in a rut mentally though, and I'm not entirely keen on changing that yet. I'm not going out much, I'm not talking to people who (intentionally or not) are a negative influence on me... It's kind of nice. I'm making slow progress on my kitchen - drywall is almost done, the walls are primed/stain-blocked (I still have to mud the ceiling light fixture holes, which I'd forgotten to take down), and I should be painting color by this weekend, hopefully. The one thing I'd forgotten is that I haven't found my flooring yet, so I'm going to have to find it soon, or decide on another scheme. Ugh. Anyway, once the paint is up, I can start putting the cabinets in place. That's going to be a huge step forward, and will be quite a relief.
Oh yeah, and I'm supposed to meet up with Meg_D again this weekend. She wants to go for another cycle ride & hang out a bit. That'll be good for me, I think.
Getting tired, need to go to bed.
11:57 p.m. - 2012-07-04
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