Viv & I went out for a few drinks last night and to check out Huey's show. Stopped at karaoke after that, since he ended the night early do to vocal stress. We had a few drinks, I sang a few songs, we flirted a bit, had another conversation about my hesitance/concerns with going the physical route. That conversation went well, and we ended up heading back to my place after the bar closed. She was a little worked up, and I'm glad it was a short drive home, because I had a difficult time driving! We took things into the house after maybe 10-15 minutes in the driveway, and I don't think we actually got to sleep until sometime around 5am. It was definitely a fun night, but I realized I simply can't keep up with the lifestyle I used to live. I'm *sooooo* tired tonight! I tried to get up for work about 8:30a, but just couldn't do it. stayed in bed until almost 10a. Felt like shit all day. I told Viv this morning while driving her back to her place, that there was no way I was going out drinking with her again this week. She starts a different job Mon/Tues. and is off work right now, so she can sleep all she wants - I can't!
JRP called off practice tonight - his wife is having issues (apparently not only has she been sick, but had to go to the hospital yesterday because she wasn't making any sense when she talked!?) and she's been giving him shit about not going all night, so he gave in & stayed home. I'm starting to get nervous about whether this show is actually going to happen. If it doesn't, if it falls through again, I'm about 90-95% sure I'm gonna quit the band. I'm really struggling to deal with the guys' issues - I've tried to encourage them to improve themselves, I've been supportive, offering them thoughts without judging/condemning their lifestyle choices or their family issues. They're just really bringing me down, draining my energy. I guess we'll see how things pan out, but who knows, I may just quit anyway...
So yeah... nothing big, but the "news" was the first paragraph. Like anyone really cares, I know, but still, figured I should write about it. Soooooo tiiiiiiiired...
9:34 p.m. - 2012-02-02
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