Went out with the waitress tonight, spent most of the evening together. Never really had a lull in conversation, had some drinks, had some food... Overall, was a pleasant time. She thinks I'm a great guy, and I can tell she really likes me. She offered to pay for everything tonight! I tried to pay at both places we went, but she wouldn't let me. (I think part of it may be that she's still paying me back for loaning that computer to her.) Anyway, she seems really cool, she seems like she would be a really dedicated, attentive g/f, but you know what sucks? I just don't find her attractive in that way. I tried tonight, I really did. And the later it got, the worse I felt about it. I don't know if she realized it - in fact, I'm not even sure if she was thinking about me that way. I think she was just glad to have a normal, non-psycho person to hang out with for a change. Still, I get the impression she'd like more, and I feel like a total dick for not feeling the same.
I make me sad...
12:26 a.m. - 2012-01-09
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