Work is frustrating me today. I have so much to do, and it's mostly all past due, and everyone in the plant that I need assistance/input from is so busy that they don't have the time to help. Can't blame them, but it's pissing me off. I've got threee or four projects that have been waiting on other peoples' input for weeks, and they can't find the time, so my projects are all late, and since things don't stop just because people can't get to them, they just keep growing bigger & getting further behind, and I can't do a fucking thing about it. The big audit issue we had a little while back, related to past due gauge calibrations? Yeah, I'm about four pages past due again. I don't know why I even bother coming to work anymore, I can't fucking do anything...
SPent hours yesterday looking for something with which to cover the doorway to the upstairs area of my house. I tried to come up with a bunch of fancy gadgets I could make, automated roller blinds, etc. I even considered a track-sliding doorthat would hang on the wall next to the doorway when open, although I couldn;t bring myself to do it. I ended up buying a stupid vinyl draw-shade, mounting it over the door, & placing a few velcro tabs on each side to prevent it from getting sucked up the stairway when the furnace kicks on. Believe it or not, it actually works, and it only cost me $10. It'll be good enough to get me through the winter, then next year I can look at doing something more permanent.
The furnace guy didn't call me back for a week, regarding checking out the dip switches for the blower motor on my furnace. I'd lost patience waiting for him, so a few days ago I just did it myself; also programmed the thermostat so it wouldn't kick on constantly. I'm still having the issue with very little air coming out of the far-end vents upstairs, so I'm going to have to pick up some "aluminum" tape to seal the duct work tonight (forgot to grab some when I was at the store the other day). The guy keeps bugging me about getting paid the other half of his money, and while I'm going to pay him, I'm less than enthusiastic about it, considering the poor job he did sealing the ductwork, and the mess he left about the house. I mean, I know my place isn't finished, or fancy or anything, (don't really even have much in the way of furniture) but leaving sawdust & drywall dust in the main living areas, leaving trash (even if it's just a few cups), leaving scrap material (plastic pipe, gas line, nails/screws, etc) in the basement, just really irritates me. I'll be glad when I don't have to interact with this guy anymore, and I surely won't be recommending him to anyone else.
Haven't heard from CC yet either, and now I'm second guessing myself - did I come across as too happy to hear from her? Did I go overboard in what little I actually said? Hell, for that matter, did she even receive my email? Since getting her reply, I haven't really been paying much attention to the women around here, which is wrong of me to do, I know, because it's not like anything's going to develop between CC & I. Still, nobody really holds my interest compared to her. Haven't seen blue-eyes in quite a while, and I'm not really concerned about that....
Ok, to cut this story short (because I'm tired of writing), I'm developing a severe case of don't-give-a-fuck-itis.
11:35 a.m. - 2011-10-17
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