I'm obviously not doing as well as i thought. I was trying to get some music playing on my 2nd laptop so I could listen while cooking today, and it was taking so long to even load a page, that I got so fed up & angry I felt like throwing the laptop across the room, and for a brief second, actually considered it. It took over 30 minutes to get the damn machine to finally load a page (including walking away from it several times), and another 10 to actually log in & load a playlist, once it started working somewhat properly.
I never get angry - that's just not me, so I don't know what to make of it, other than some kind of subconscious pain/sadness at yet again having no dating options, and being alone again, on top of cutting off CC & GRJ (from whom I never did hear). I finished the majority of my cooking, but I still have to make dinners for this week later, hopefully. Oh, and not that I'm hungry, but I should probably eat something too, as I haven't had anything but cereal since 10a.
I'm going for a cycle ride - I hope it clears my mind enough that I don't experience that again...
3:37 p.m. - 2023-07-09
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