I feel better today. If there's one thing that yesterday's emotional roller-coaster shows me is that having expectations/hope for a particular outcome is the main cause for my mood swings. If I hadn't had that ridiculous hope of meeting someone, I would've never been disappointed by it not happening.
That seems like a poor lesson to take from it, but I don't seem to be able to balance hope with detachment from outcome, especially when it's something I've wanted for years.
4:29 p.m. - 2022-12-22
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