I woke up this morning realizing that, contrary to what I wrote earlier, I don't think my issue is fear, re: Covid. I think my reaction is logical, for a legitimate concern. It's true that Covid is a risk which, aside from the inconvenience of being sick, also includes possible log-term physical damage, and even death (although treatment options are advancing). My distaste for large indoor crowds makes sense from that standpoint, as does my choice to mask in those situations (if I do). It's not fear, it's prudence. As for that idea that I could die & not be found for weeks? While highly unlikely, that's not fear either, just a sad realization of my situation.
I still think my only real 'fear' is spending the next 30/40/50 years of my life alone & dying without ever finding someone. I'd say that's a legitimate concern too, based on past data.
8:07 a.m. - 2022-11-26
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