The only redeeming thing about my excursion tonight was that it was a good night for a cycle ride, and I did enjoy that to an extent.
I got to the venue (which, fortunately, wasn't too crowded, maybe 40 people), paid $8 cover, and another $4 for a lemonade and tip, then sat awkwardly through 3-4 songs, during which time 3-4 people I used to know well in the music scene, walked right past me without even recognizing me, including the owner, who was sitting 2 seats away from me.
I didn't really get into the music like I used to, even though I like the artist & his guitar playing. I wasn't really into the venue either, and having no one but the door guy & the bartender even acknowledge me, I felt really out of place.
I think tomorrow will be better at the coffee shop, but who knows? I'm still going to feel out of place. I get the feeling that from this point on, I always will.
9:13 p.m. - 2022-11-25
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