Another sexy-yet-sexless dream last night with a woman I didn't know. The dream eventually changed, and this woman morphed into my ex-wife, and I spent the last part of the dream explaining to her why, even though I still cared about her, we couldn't be together. I listed the reasons to her, and the whole time I was doing so in the dream, my 'real' self was thinking, 'these are really all the reasons that I'm never going to find anyone'. I awoke and realized that maybe I'm too different, and too set in my ways to be able to find someone to be with.
I think that's accurate. I'm not sure why I continue to hold out any hope?
8:18 a.m. - 2022-11-12
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