I hesitate to say it, but I really haven't felt like working out the last week or so. I'd much rather just come home from work & sit in the house, watching shows & surfing the web. The workouts are becoming a chore, not something I look forward to & that sucks. Not sure what can be done about it other than to just keep trying & hope this feeling passes.
Due to a combination of being up at the well, having a couple of beers, and texting with Viv yesterday, I had a fairly long sexy dream about my friend J from the well (no actual sex, mind you) and her girlfriend (whom I've never met, and with whom I didn't make out, so why was she even there?). A couple of 'scenes' were pretty powerful, though, and stuck with me until around noon today, which is a bit unusual. I'm sure the make-out stuff was about Viv, and J was just the face in the dream because I was up at the well having beers & haven't talked to her in a while & was wondering what she's up to/how she's doing. Regardless of who/why, it was a welcome change to feel that way again after so long. I can't remember the last time I had a dream of that nature? Hasn't been years, but hasn't been weeks/days either. Now, if only I could find it IRL.
Oh, and I didn't feel great overnight, but I didn't feel like hell this morning either. I think the probiotics helped a bit with my ability to handle a drink or two. I'm not going to be getting back into that crowd/scene again, but it's nice to know I can have an occasional drink if I want.
2:23 p.m. - 2022-11-11
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