This morning, I've had the strongest urge to contact Viv, solely for a booty call (obviously I know that's not possible, seeing that she's married). Honestly, if I had that kind of relationship with anyone right now, I'd probably follow through on it. I dislike when I feel this way, because it reminds me of just how empty that portion of my life is & has been for years. As for Viv, I think I mentioned that I decided to see how long it would be before she contacted me of her own volition. I last contacted her in mid-November last year, and haven't heard a word since. Why am I so forgettable that nobody even thinks to reach out? Of the literally hundreds of people I know and am on good terms with in this town, there are literally only two that contact me without my having to initiate it; Bo, who lives on the east coast, and DJ, who texted me this week about going hiking. I feel like everyone else was simply tolerating me, and that sucks.
On another topic, I had a great workout yesterday. In addition to my typical weekend coffee intake, I had an energy drink around noon, which helped immensely, but gave me sleep issues last night. Anyway, most of my workout was pretty standard - felt good, hit my numbers, etc. but I got to try out my new equipment, the farmer's frame. It went well, but my grip needs some work, as I had to use straps after the 1st few sets. The thing that pleased me the most was, at the end, I decided to see how much I could simply lift off the ground. I ended up doing 320lbs for 5 reps, then went to 370lbs, and managed to lift that twice! My best-ever deadlift from that height is 400lbs, so to think that I'm that close (in that particular lift) was pretty exciting/satisfying. Today, however, I'm paying for it; my entire upper back is sore, but it's a good feeling!
Well, I'm off to the sports massage gal for a session. She had a sale recently, and i got two 90 minute packages for 70% off! I hope it helps...
11:41 a.m. - 2022-04-24
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