It's as I suspected with CC; she likely just needed a reassuring touch-point during what was apparently a tumultuous life change. She sent one reply email, to which I replied on the 9th. We've sent a few texts since then, but only small-talk.
At least this wasn't something unexpected, but still, it's disappointing. What's more disappointing to me though, is the fact that it still bothers me. I shouldn't care whether I hear back from her, or anyone for that matter. I should be accepting of interaction, but not expectant of it.
On a sort of tangent, I've written to a few more women on the dating sites in the last week or two - not one reply. Again, something I should learn to accept. I don't know if I'm meant to be alone forever, but I'm realizing that I'm not meant to have any kind of typical relationship - I'm too different from typical society. Whether anything right for me ever develops? I'll just have to wait and see, I suppose. I dislike using the same word constantly, but it's discouraging.
9:00 a.m. - 2021-08-29
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