Not sure why not, but I hadn't associated today's date with my downward negative mood this past weekend - I thought it was entirely about lamenting my continued singledom, but I imagine today was also in the back of my mind?
I had to go back to my old journal to figure out exactly how long it's been, and I don't know why it's been hard for me to remember, because it happened in 2000, so whatever year it is, is the age my son would have been - pretty simple. I guess it's just been a mental block in the past?
Anyway, I'm still feeling dejected and hopeless, but I think I've gotten those feelings under control again, or at least regained my ability to suppress them, for the most part. Still doing the bare minimum on weight training, but at least I haven't skipped any completely.
Three more days until the weekend...
7:42 p.m. - 2023-02-14
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