I felt a bit better for maybe an hour or so this morning, but then, nothing but apathy. I'm currently at the point where doing anything beyond basic life functions seems like a colossal waste of time & energy, and thinking about the future is just utterly depressing. It's hard to imagine that I'll ever have hopes and/or dreams again, or that I'll ever feel happy, or at peace. And emotional connection seems like nothing more than a will-o'-the-wisp I'm too tired to chase anymore.
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