I sent the message via text (slightly altered) to DSGD this afternoon. I know she works on Sundays, so I have no idea when/if she'll reply, if she even does. It's a bit nerve-wracking, but I'm trying to just let it go. Flood, thanks for your input.
Also, my workout plans are derailed, as I've started to feel a bit under the weather again. I'm taking today off, and will adjust the remainder of the month, and into the next, as needed. I don't feel awful, just a bit flush, and a bit weak. Hopefully this goes away at some point this week. A few more weeks to go, and then I'll be off work for the remainder of the year again.
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I was just doing some calculations - in the last 14 years, I've dated (meaning for more than one date) only two people. CC, for 2 months, and the train-wreck that was KW, for one (and in the last 8 years, I've been on exactly two dates that have gone nowhere). Fourteen years... I think anyone in their right mind would have to agree that this really confirms that I'm not meant to be with anyone. It's discouraging, but I'm mostly at peace with it now. Some people are just destined to be on their own, I think. Maybe there's a reason for it that I just can't see? Oh well. Life is what it is, yes?
4:41 p.m. - 2022-10-23
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