My anxiety is in overdrive right now. I just sent an email to the dating site gal, explaining in the most 'diplomatic' way I could, that while I find her interesting and would like to continue our communication as friends, I just wasn't feeling any romantic connection with her.
I felt good about sending it at the time, and I know it was necessary and proper to express where I'm at currently, but my mind keeps going to worse-case scenarios, either of her reacting strongly negatively to reading it, or of things going the sad/discouraged/depressed route. She's an HSP, and has somewhat expressed that's she's nervous about putting herself 'out there', and I'm hoping I haven't caused any undue emotional trauma. Even so, I need to be true to myself, and I think being upfront is respectful of another's time/energy.
Still, I'm really nervous to read her reply. And I'm sad that I didn't actually feel that spark of connection. I wonder if I'll ever find it...
8:40 a.m. - 2022-05-29
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