I deactivated my facespace profiles again. I'm just not feeling connected to any of those people anymore, and since I never reach out to them, I never hear from them. My fault/issue, I know, and I'm not upset with them, I just... Meh, nevermind. Anyway, while I think this may eventually be a good thing, I'm struggling right now to know what to do with my free time. I've tried getting back into socializing in the brewery scene again, but it leaves me feeling empty, and occasionally hung over. On the other hand, it seems to be preferable to sitting in the house staring at the walls.
I'm also having a hard time motivating myself to get back into the workouts. I'm not really seeing the point in it; it's just one more thing I 'should be doing', but I really don't care. There are a ton of things I should get done around the house too, but the only things I seem to want to do involve 'escapism' - book reading, web-surfing, tv/movie watching, riding the cycle. It's been too cold to ride any great distance, which is how I ended up going out again; there's not much else to do in this town, at least that I'm familiar/comfortable with anyway, and I don't have the mental energy to tackle anything new at this point.
Now, as I've already watched a show, I guess the question tonight is...
Book, or beer?
Edit to add: choice #3 - cycle...
6:04 p.m. - 2019-04-15
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