Went over to the assisted living place today with my ma to remove the last of the furniture from gma's old room. It ended up being more bittersweet than sad, which was nice. Ma kept a couple things, my sister got a few things back that they'd brought for her to use, and I ended up with a nice older dresser & the chair she had for caompany's use. Ma had asked me if I wanted 'her' chair, because it was a really nice, comfortable recliner, but there was no way I could see myself with that, the energy would've been all wrong. As it is, the chair & dresser I did end up with will need some sage burnt around them to help purify/release any lingering energies.
After that, I went to my ma's place to help her unload a few of the items, then we went in & started going through pictures to find ones that ma wanted to use for the memorial. It was bittersweet as well, seeing so many memories. These pictures went all the way back to my gma's childhood! There were a lot of recent pics to, of my sis & her husband & the great-grandkids, me & Viv, me & GRJ, all the cousins/nieces/nephews/aunts/uncles/etc... Quite the trip down memory lane.
Even though it wasn't a sad day, if was still pretty draining. I also realized that my gpa has been gone for 19 years now, and tomorrow is the 29th anniversary of my dad making his choice to end his pain. My son's been gone 20 years now... I just realized I've been wrong about that date for a while now (I went back int an old journal to confirm, because I was pretty sure I didn't lose my gpa & song the same year). I'm not sure where along the line I got the dates mixed up, but I feel like an ass now for it... What kind of father forgets how old his kid is? :-(
8:51 p.m. - 2019-04-14
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