It's pretty sad - with all the people I know, only three got in touch for NY; GRJ, one german friend I haven't seen in literally over a decade, and an online friend I haven't even met & have only just started communicating with. Why is that sad? Because, for the last several years, I've sent out HNY texts to most everyone in my contacts list, not to mention emails to contacts I can't reach by phone. I didn't send any this year, and guess what? Not a word from any of them.
I don't fault anyone, I'm not mad or anything; believe me, I get it. Nobody wants to talk to the 'constantly depressed' guy when they're celebrating/having a good time.
p.s. I dumped out the rest of the rum & whiskey this morning. Might be cliche, but wtf... new year, new start. Going for a run this afternoon, if I can find all my gear.
10:41 a.m. - 2019-01-01
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