Well, I'm an idiot.
I went running last night, and had a really good 2-mile time - I was exhausted, though, and almost fell asleep on the floor while stretching afterwards. I should have stayed home & went to bed early. Note the operative words, "should have"... I decided to get cleaned up & go out for St. Pat's. I did get to see 4-5 people whom I haven't seen in months/years, but overall, it was (as it always seems to be) anti-climactic. I had too many drinks (well, not too many, but comparatively, for me). I didn't get to bed until after 3am, which meant that I only got 4.5 hrs of sleep - not a good thing, if one is trying to recover from a draining 2-mile run. I'm also slightly hung over, so I'm not feeling great, yet I still need to lift tonight, and at some point, I need to head over to J1 to meet the other gal playing with them. (Yeah, I don't have to, but I'd like to) I'm thinking I'm going to skip tonight's lifting, and hold off until Friday, give myself a chance to rest up & recover.
Shit. I just realized I haven't done my taxes yet! I have all of my forms, and I'm getting money back this year, so why have I not filed them yet? I'll tell you why - because I'm a lazy, forgetful procrastinator who apparently doesn't need money! I'll have to do that this weekend, along with the 500 other things I need to start working on. Dex talked to some friends of hers who're realtors, and asked what I should do regarding the house. They said they'd be happy to come out & look the place over & give me a recommendation, free of charge, on what would be the most beneficial to work on first, in getting the house in shape to sell. My goal now is to get the place cleaned out enough to have them over. I'm going to be going on a "selling/donation/dumpster" rampage, getting rid of everything I possibly can. I need to learn how to use craigslist, because I'm going to have a ton of stuff to sell on it. Hell, I might even get one of those large dumpsters & just fill it up too.
You know... sometimes I wish it wasn't just me, all the time. I feel like I'm the only one I can ever rely on, if that makes any sense. I'm not the kind of guy who asks for help if there's any possible way I can do it myself. The problem with this is that it makes every project take far longer than it could, and makes things feel like they're piling up. I just kind of realized something - I'm one who is always encouraging and supportive of others, but sometimes I see that I could really use some of that treatment myself.
12:24 p.m. - 2009-03-18
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