Sinuses still feeling 'full'?, but I'm able to get things done, so I'm recovering. I did a light full workout tonight, followed by a 15 minute sauna session. I'm sure I'm going to be sore tomorrow, but I want to get myself used to lifting again, so when I start on the 6th, I'll be ready for it. I'll be going to strongman on Saturday, but after that, I'm waiting until after my blood draw Wednesday morning. I'll likely still do some light rowing, or maybe a walk or two before then, but I'm concerned that doing too much will mess up my numbers.
I deleted the contact info of the gal who bought my weights, though I didn't block her. I mean, what's wrong with a little false hope, right? lol I think the illness has brought back a tiny bit of the old depression pessimism, as I've been thinking a bit more often recently, about how single I still am. I'm not distraught over it; more like wistful, I guess? Still no luck on the dating sites, but to be fair, I haven't signed up for full access again, which is likely limiting things.
Meh, I don't want to talk about that anymore. I'm starting to get a bit nervous though, about the confrontation that's likely to happen after my blood tests. I just know he's going to drop me as a client, and I'll be stuck without a prescription. I'm actually a bit afraid of my depression returning - I was used to it before, but things have been much better for the last several months, and I just know that my previous depression levels will seem much bleaker by comparison. I just hope I can keep it together until I find a new clinic...
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