Part #2
On another topic, I stopped at the body shop to show them an issue I found recently that I'm sure they hadn't seen, just so I could be sure that they'd have all the parts they need, available when I drop the car off on the 21st. It's a good thing I did, because it turns out my insurance company cancelled my appointment! When I originally made it, they (ins.co) sent me a text with an 'inspection appt' for the 16th. I was still on the phone with the woman at the body shop & she was confused, both as to why they did so, and how they were able to access her system without her approval, or even knowing! I asked if I should cancel that appt, and she told me i should, as it wasn't necessary since they had (ins.co)'s written estimate on-hand. Well, she starts looking for my appointment in their system today & it turns out that not only did (ins.co) cancel the inspection, they also cancelled the assignment (meaning, the shop's authorization to work on my car, as well as cancelling the appt I had on the 21st. The two people at the shop were helpful, and said they'd get it taken care of & contact me in a day or two when it was rescheduled, and that I'd get that original date back. I'm not holding my breath, but I hope it's true.
Anyway, I guess my point is, I'm beyond stressed, I can't think straight, and I'm feeling very negative about the entire world right now. I feel like nobody is altruistic anymore, that everyone's just out to get you, out for themselves, and fuck everyone else. I feel like I can't trust anyone (with one or two exceptions) to do anything they say they will, ever. I still won't quite say 'hate' but I really dislike the world right now, and would be quite happy to never have to interact with anyone in any situation where there's an uneven power dynamic. Honestly, I'm not sure I even want to interact with anyone for any reason at this point. Even (maybe especially?) in regards to dating. I feel like I should just stay in my house & avoid everyone, unless I need groceries, or a drink, which I do now, and believe I'll go get one (or two?).
On the plus side, I did get caught up on my car registration, and only had to pay for this year's dues, which totaled around $300, which was reasonable. One small win doesn't help in the slightest, though.
5:24 p.m. - 2023-08-07
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