My back felt better this morning so I decided to try to start running again, with day 1, week 2. It went pretty well overall - both my legs and my breathing capacity felt fine, but my right hip did end up hurting a bit. I think it's just weak musculature in that area from my hips being in a new, better alignment. I'll see how the rest of the week goes. Two more run days & I'll be back to where I left off, so I didn't lose much time.
I think I mentioned I'm on vacation now? This weekend I've been finding myself wanting to go out for a couple drinks, but I'm not sure why. Well, I think I might know, but I'm not sure? I've been having a few dreams recently about meeting/being with a woman (never identifiable), and have found myself wishing I could meet someone. I'm guessing that's part of what's got me thinking of going out again. It's been 2.5 months since I had a drink and I haven't missed it, but I have missed socializing, because bars/breweries were my only social scene, and I've been feeling isolated ever since. None of the people I know from those places (who have my contact info) have reached out to me since I quit, so I've realized I'm not an important person in any of their lives. Nothing wrong with that, but it means I had a false sense of the situation (re: friendship).
It would be nice if some of you actually lived nearby & I could invite you out, either for a drink, or for a meal or an activity. Viv is the only person in the area I could invite out, but she's busy with her wife & child & really has no time for me. It'd be nice to meet new people as well, but have you seen the US map for corona virus transmission rates recently? I really don't want anything to do with sitting in a closed-up room with dozens, if not hundreds of unmasked people.
Maybe I'll just dress really warmly and sit outside on the patio or something, if I actually go?
3:30 p.m. - 2021-11-14
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