Discouraging night. Thought about going out for a bit, because I feel like talking to someone. Don't feel like drinking or going to a pub/brewery. Got dressed in my winter gear to go for a ride as it's fairly cold out, but I sat on my bed for about 10 minutes & just couldn't bring myself to go.
I try so hard to keep a positive attitude, to stay open to the possibility of meeting people & making real friends, or meeting someone to date but honestly, it feels like an impossible task for me to accomplish. I'm simply unable to maintain that kind of positivity when I feel so completely alone.
8:37 p.m. - 2021-05-07
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