As I'm on vacation now, I thought I'd try to go without taking the sleeping tablets I've been using to get to sleep. Yesterday wasn't too bad, although I woke up at about 5a. Tonight was different; I did go to bed a little early, but I woke up at 2a & couldn't get back to sleep. Finally took one sleeping pill (usually I take two) a little before 3a. It's 3:30a & I'm not sleepy (although I am tired), so i got up to write. I'm trying to decide if I should just give up on sleep, make some coffee & start my day, or to go back to bed after this.
Part of the issue is that I've had a very unsatisfactory experience with my motorcycle shop that's really weighing on me. I don't really feel like getting into it right now, but maybe I'll write about it later. Suffice it to say, I'm feeling like I'm going to have to register a complaint with my buddy (the shop manager). I don't like the idea of complaining, especially at a shop I've relied on (and has treated me very well) over the years, but there are issues I feel need to be addressed. I was worrying about it most of the evening, and when I woke up this morning I found my mind was going over/rehearsing the conversation already, still puzzling over the issues, and the possible solutions. I haven't been able to shut it off since. It's really frustrating.
3:45 a.m. - 2020-11-22
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