I cried again this afternoon, the dichotomy of the improvement of my physical health contrasting so much with the seeming disintegration of my personal/emotional life, feeling like it's too much.
I see now, at this point in my life, that I'm (once again) truly alone. My family doesn't respect me as an individual, and the years of being single keep piling up. The only friends I have are online but they're rendered distant and impersonal through conversion to text, and I'm feeling isolated from them too.
All I want right now is a hug, but there are none to be had, so I guess I'll shut off the door to those feelings & carry on with life. I have to go shopping so I can make meals for work this week anyway...
4:16 p.m. - 2019-08-11
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