I'm beginning to parse out some reasons for my being the way I am. The more I see of how others cope with relationship trauma, the more I understand why I'm so stuck.
I haven't hit 'depression' mode yet, but I'm well on the way. I'm so absolutely tired of still trying to do 'life' alone. This is the difference between those who successfully transition from the devastation of a breakup to actively recapturing their life, and those who don't... they have a support system; family, friends, a close confidant...
It's been 20 years roughly, and I still don't feel like I have that. 20 years of dealing with shit on my own, without external input. It's no wonder I can't figure out my life; I've been living in my own mind too long...
10:51 p.m. - 2019-06-19
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