Question:
If I decided to slowly venture back into the brewery scene, does anyone have a suggestion for a reply to the inevitable "Where have you been?"? I can't think of any way to answer that without being either extremely short about it ("haven't been drinking"), or sounding like an asshole ("nobody bothered to contact me, why should I go out?").
Obviously, I wouldn't say exactly that, but that's pretty much what's going through my mind. Essentially, 'this'. Something else that is on my mind as well - I don't really want to go back for the beer, so why do I want to go back to some of these places to visit people who obviously don't miss me?
At some point in the last couple days (don't remember when exactly) I remember feeling really sad for a short period (maybe a couplefew hours?). A flicker of that old hopelessness just making its presence known, and I wonder about the cause, or if there even was one. Maybe that's why I've been thinking of going out again? Aside from the family things that happened recently, all I do is go to work & come home. On the weekends, I spend about an hour or less in the grocery store, then it's back home again. Maybe I just need in-person interaction?
Something to ponder, I suppose.
3:58 p.m. - 2019-02-18
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