I just found out yesterday that one of the main reasons I've been taking a break from drinking isn't actually a valid one. The supplement I'm taking doesn't contain any of the things which require abstaining from alcohol, like I originally thought it did.
Not that I want to go out anymore at this point (because fuck those people), but drinking is the only method (available to me) that can dull the anguish my depression causes.
I still plan on abstaining, but these moods make me weak, and with no immediately dire physical consequences now hovering over me, I'm not sure how long I'll last, or really, whether I should bother fighting it, because, well, who cares?
Compared to my current line of thought, sitting here drunk right now sounds like a most welcome respite.
6:57 p.m. - 2018-08-15
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