Well, a couple more things learned - 1) beer doesn't agree with me, but rum seems to be (relatively) ok, and 2) alcohol is the crutch, and the sadness comes from elsewhere. Good to know.
Huey was playing last night, which gave me a reason to go out. Earlier, I tried a road trip to settle my mind, but after having driven 2.5 hrs straight, I got home to find that all I'd managed to do was kill 2.5 hrs. I felt no better. I'd already tried sleeping as well (slept for 1.5 hrs on the couch after having lunch) which also did nothing but kill time.
Anyway, I talked to Huey, went a few places & came home. Not feeling too bad this morning, from the drink, or the sadness. I have things I should do today, like clean the kitchen (whole house, really) and cut the grass, as well as work on the Dodge. No idea at this point whether I'll be up for any of it, but I need to try to get something done.
Seems to me, life would be so much easier (not to mention happier) with a partner's support, or at least one good friend's. Being alone for years just wears on you...
10:53 a.m. - 2016-08-14
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