Ok, so I know I don't normally write shit on a saturday night (and from this point, i'm foregoing capitalization), but i've had an entirely unusual night. there's a waitress i've been curious about, because she hass an intoxicating accent and she's captured my attention. i found out tonight that she had her laptop stolen, and so, since i have a few spare machines lying around, i offered to hook her up with one. now, this isn't out of the blue - a couplefew months back, i told her about the gothic website i'm on, and told her she should checke it out - she lost the address, but told me tonight that she's been wanting to find it since then. i'm very intrigued by this girl - she's shorter, and not too thick, and as i said, she has this great accent (czechoslovakian) adn blue eyes... anyway, i'm supposed to call/text her, so she knows who i am, and so i can drop off a computer to her. Just sent a text, hopefully she'll reply.
Here's a seecond thing that was totally unexpected - i ran into a gal who is dating a guy i know from one of the local bars in town. she started talking to me about her good friend, who she noticed i have a big crush on (and yes, i do) and she thinks i should ask her out. the "her" is one of our major local talents. she's very cute, and very sweet, and a bit intimidating because she's so talented. any time i know she's playing out anywhere, i always do my best to go out to see her. i told this girl, tonight, that she should tell her to come talk to me next time she sees me, because i'd really dig asking her out on a date. it's funny that i'm into her, because i'm kind of a pig, and am not usually into thicker girls, but this one!? soooo fucking talented, and so pretty, and so sweet and cool... i'd be lucky to have a chance with a girl like her...
of course, i don't expect anything to come of it, because that's how my life goes, but i think i now have two legitimate dating prospects, and it's kind of weirding me out. the last time i had this, i ended up dating ntwo women for a year or so. each of these have captured my attention, and i would love to get to know each of them, but i'm not sure how i should handle it, if i were to actually score a date with each. what do you think nare the chances they'd both be into me, and each other!? lol i really don't expect anything from either, but a guy can dream, right?
between the two? i'm probably more into the musician. sooo much talent. i've been doing everything i can to not be one of "those guys", one of those "hangers' on". she simply amazing though, and the viewpoints she has, the perspective she sees things through? i so identify with her and her viewpoint... well, that, aqnd the fact that i've tried to imagine kissing her for months now... lol ;-)
ok, bed-time. i'm so hopeful tonight, i hope it carries over til tomorrow.
(and i'm still hoping to hear from CC soon. yeah, i'm just a big fucking sucker...)
2:29 a.m. - 2011-10-23
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