Motherfucker.
It's simply unbelievable - not 10 minutes after I posted my last entry about not hearing from her and deleting her shit, I check my email... Nothing there this morning when I checked, but there it was - an email from her!
Fuck me.
And it was all nice and friendly too, asling me about how the house is coming along, filling me in on her job offers and the housing market out there... Also, (and I'm not really surprised in the least) she acted excited for my show, but then,(paraphrased) "Oh no! Oh Crap! I have to pick up 'so&so' from the detroit airport that night! Won't be able to make it - sorry!"
:-|
Every fucking time I decide I need to remove her from my life, this kind of shit happens, and it stirs me up again. I really do want to see her, talk to her, so she's not making this easy for me.
I've no idea what to do now. I'm not going to write her for a while & see if she contacts me, though. If she does, it means she was being genuine - if not, well then, I can move on, right?
Gods, this sucks! >.<
2:00 p.m. - 2011-05-11
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