1) realized today that even though i want to, i have no idea how to open up to anyone anymore. i'm torn between longing for intimacy, and dwelling in the relative comfort of my reclusion...
2) i put a bid on a house last week, have an inspection scheduled for tomorrow, and if all goes well, i'll be closing within a month, roughly.
3) due to the above #2, i'm starting to see a "light at the end of the tunnel", so to speak. i'm starting to feel a bit better, a bit more positive. i'm hopeful this will be the start of something new - a fresh start of a sort. maybe i'll even start back to getting into shape.
7:58 p.m. - 2011-01-24
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