So, it pretty much happened like I thought it would. CC didn't take the possibility my working in Germany too well, and has "retreated" a bit. We're supposed to find a good length of time this weekend to talk things over & see what we should do. The *feeling* I get about what's going to happen is that she won't even want to be friends anymore, because it will be "too difficult". I could be wrong, and I'm not closing myself off to anything, but that's my gut reaction.
That might be influenced by the big let-down that was this job interview today. Was out near my sister's place, and it was generally in my line of work, but they neglected to tell me one major thing...
fucking. union. shop.
I really dislike union shops - so much in fact, that if they'd told me beforehand, I wouldn't even have bothered to drive all the fucking way over here. On top of that, he couldn't guarantee me any particular shift, or even that I would stay on the same one for any length of time. Seniority & such, blah, blah, blah...
First, things seem to be going great; new girl, lead on selling my truck, and car, job lead, both here and in Germany. Next, probably goodbye to new girl, car sale never contacted me back, job interview was a bust. All that remains that was good from the last week is the truck sale, and maybe Germany, and there's no way in hell I'm going to count on either of those happening, either.
Sometimes i wonder why I bother trying.
1:52 p.m. - 2010-08-21
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