(For a change, I've actually updated a a bit over the weekend, so you might want to go back a couple & see if you missed anything.)
Went to karaoke last night, but didn't sing. Couldn't think of anything I really wanted to do & wasn't sure how my voice was anyway. The dj was there & came over to hi. She wasn't working, because she showed up late, so the boss let her just hang out for the night, since he was there already. I invited her to sit in the empty chair next to me at the bar if she wasn't hanging out with other people, and after a bit, she did.We sat & hung out & talked all night - basic stuff, music stuff, etc. It was a pleasant night, and she seems to be a great gal, but I'm reserving judgement for a while, because, frankly, there's just no spark for me. I don't get it, really, but that's how it is. Either way, she's a cool chick & I'm sure we'll be friends at the very least. And who knows? Maybe it'll grow into something!? I'm trying not to close myself off to that, trying to keep an open mind. We've probably got a lot more in common than I do with the derby girl.
But... but.. the derby girl is so freakin' hawt!! >.< I need to get back up there soon. I hope they have another bout coming up! Knowing me, I'll be so hung up on her, that I'll mentally dismiss the dj, only to find out that derby girl & I don't get along at all & then I'll be S.O.L. Of course, maybe the derby girl & I will have just as much in common! (Hey, I can hope, right?) And who knows!? After this kind of a dry spell, maybe I'll end up dating both of them! It's worked before, at least it did for a while.
At least I have a couple of interests for a change, and these are more realistic than the bartender-crushes I always seem to have. Hopefully, something positive will happen here soon.
(p.s. I think I'm going to start tagging on a "sleep journal" of sorts, to the end of my entries, to see how much I'm getting. I thought of it this morning, as this is the third day in a row that I've really not gotten much sleep.)
Friday: in bed @ 3:15am, alarm @ 8am, up by 8:30am
Saturday:in bed @ 4:15am, alarm @ 8:30am, shut off alarm, slept til 10:30am.
Sunday: in bed @ 3:30am, alarm at 7:45, snooze til 8:30am.
Gods, it's no wonder my back always hurts & I can't get motivated to work out! I suck...
11:42 a.m. - 2009-10-26
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