Practice last night went well - we ran through every song that we felt we know well enough to attempt. We haven't even touched the first setlist in months, and although it was a bit rusty, it turned out ok. There were a couple songs we all need to go back & review, but that's to be expected. I'm a little irritated at my singer though, as he started to get sick on Wednesday, but didn't bother to tell me. I told him twice last night that if I come down with something, I''m kicking his ass!!
As of this morning, I don't want to go to this show tonight. I have this impression that things are going to be awkward. I'm trying my best to think it's no big deal. I mean, I've known guys way more forward than I, so my "behavior" isn't "out of character" to someone who doesn't really know me, right? Besides, fuck it! What's the worst that could happen? I end up not talking to her again. That's really no different than right now!! :-)
Tomorrow, I get to go see an ex play in her final (I think) roller derby bout! Should be a good time - I'm supposed to meet her b/f there & hang with him, as he's going to be there alone too. He's a good guy, and we get along pretty well.
I just realized that I'm going to be driving a shit-ton over the next three weekends. 45 min. one way (at least), for the show tonight, 1h15m for the bout tomorrow, then 2.5 hrs (one way again) to the east side next weekend, and the weekend after. At least I get to work a little overtime this weekend - that should pay for gas.
11:45 a.m. - 2009-10-23
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