It must be the heat - the last couple nights, I haven't been able to sleep. yesterday was almost 90� here, and last I checked, today had hit 93-94�. I have no a/c in my house yet (have a window unit to install tonight, hopefully) so I've had to spend the last two nights with the windows open & the ceiling fans on. I live on the water. There are lots of frogs. Do you see where I'm going with this? THEY. WON'T. SHUT. UP!!!
Every time one of those big-ass bullfrogs goes off, I jolt awake, and then am kept awake by the resounding chorus of replies from all of the littler bastards. This goes on all night long. In the morning, it's not frogs, but chattery-assed fucking birds who don't know how to shut up, and think it's a good idea to sit right below my open windows and chatter (not sing). Fuck them! I'm tired, I'm grumpy, I'm irritable, I hate my job, I hate my house, and in fact, all the rest of my life as well. Even though it's hotter than fuck, it's been so humid, my basement still hasn't dried out, so I've got some funky kind of slimy film growing all over now. I don't have any time off until this Sunday. At least I'm off all of next week on vacation, even if I have to work this Saturday.
Things just seem to be going south a bit - my workouts are getting progrssively poorer - I've not been eating as much, in an effort to lose a little weight. I have some, but I'm weaker in every single lift I do now, and it's getting worse. On top of that, even though I had a good time on the bike this weekend, I'm now having some very irritating/painful shoulder pain, which the chiropractor was unable to address, because he says there's nothing wrong in my back/neck that might be causing it. Great. WTF do I do about it then? Motrin doesn't help with it, Tylenol doesn't, a combination of the two doesn't, aspirin doesn't, and I have no access to anything stronger, which means that I just have to suffer through it and hope it corrects itself.In the meantime, it should really make putting in a big, heavy, awkward window air conditioner, by myself, very fun...
Also, I haven't heard anything from the girl from this weekend - I didn't expect much, but I at least thought she might have dropped a quick little note saying whether she enjoyed ehrself or something. On the other hand, I didn't write to her either, so I guess it's my fault. Might as well be, everything else is.
The funniest thing to me right now? I want to leave work, but I don't want to go home, because it's going to be +100� in my house when I get home. Why, you ask? Because the hotter it is outside, the harder my refrigerator has to work, and it puts out so much heat that the inside of my house, for the past couple days, has been +15-20� hotter than the outside air!
Fuck, this life sucks... Can I trade it in for a new one?
3:37 p.m. - 2009-06-24
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