Lifted both last night and the night before, and although my neck still hurts, it doesn't seem to be getting any worse, so I'm going to continue with it for a while, see if it fixes itself. I felt really strong last night, especially considering that I took 7 days off. I didn't run after lifting last night, though, so I'm going to do that tonight before band practice.
So, about the ex & the message - I was thinking of just sending a text saying something like "I'm sure you won't want me there, but I just wanted to wish you good luck with the move & everything." I figured that way, if she does want me to show, she can tell me, and if not, she just won't reply. What do you think? I told her that no matter what, we'd always be friends - I really want that to be true, too. I'd really like to see her again, just this once, before she leaves, so she knows that, at least on my side, there's no ill will or hard feelings. I wonder if it matters, though!? Oh, well, I'll wait one more day & see if any of you have any further thoughts that might help me see things a bit differently, and if not, I'll go ahead and send the message. (by the way, thanks, zencelt, for your input! I'm still considering that thought...)
I just got off the phone with my stylist, and have a haircut appt. for this Thursday evening. I don't know why, but I just got this feeling, just this minute, that this weekend is going to suck. I'm not sure yet, for what precise reason, but it's tied to the visit. I'm suddenly not looking forward to it at all. I think I'm going to end up completely bummed out & sad. Only thing to do really is to just wait and see, I guess.
Ok, back to the daily grind...
3:38 p.m. - 2009-05-12
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