So, I have a new crush - not a personality-crush yet, but a "wow-she's-really-cute" crush. She seems pretty nice too, but we didn't really exchange more than 5-6 sentences, so I have no idea. I was out on the cycle yesterday, and stopped off for lunch at a pub on the other side of town, one of my semi-regular places. She was very friendly/smiley, very cute, short, petite - totally my type. Thing is, she was bartending - that's the problem...I can't read bar staff very well, I've made the mistake before of reading too much into bar staff's friendliness. Also, if I'm out somewhere with friends, or at an event, I typically can find something to talk about, but with waitstaff/bartenders, they make small talk all day long, it's part of their job. If I'm interested in someone, I certainly don't want to be just like everyone else and do the same, I want to find a way to make myself stand out, to be unique, different, intriguing. I have absolutely no idea how to do that, however, and it frustrates me to no end! I feel like anything I say is going to come across as idle chit-chat, and that's not what I want. Does anyone have any suggestions? I'm open to ideas, because I'm coming up short.
I only had to work one day this weekend, but it was a 14 hour day - good for the paycheck, bad for my routine. I was worthless Sunday, just tired & worn out. (Hmm... maybe that's why I had such a problem at the pub!?) Anyway, after I got back from my ride, I opened the house up to get some fresh air, read a book, crashed out about 7pm, and didn't wake up until 10p. I really needed the sleep, but unfortunately, it had the adverse effect of making it impossible to sleep later. I went back to bed about 12:30a, but couldn't sleep. My mind kept running on about the songs I'm learning, about the things I need to do around the house, about the bartender & ways I could talk to her, etc... I refused to look at the clock when I back up to get a sleeping pill, but I'm guessing it was at least a couple hours later. It was pretty hard to wake up this morning, and I had to grab some coffee first thing. (speaking of which, I need to go get another cup.) My neck/upper back is still bothering me, but I refuse to go back in for at least another week. I need to learn how to deal with this on my own, as it's obviously not something he could easily fix. I figure I'll hit my lifting routine again tonight, and see how I feel in the next day or two. If it's not better by this Friday, maybe I'll go back.
It's funny - I feel like I could go on for days, but I've no idea what to talk about now... guess I'll stop here.
12:45 p.m. - 2009-04-27
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