Got up out of bed last night to write this (couldn't sleep anyway...) - doesn't really lead anywhere, but it's an interesting point of view. Maybe I'll be able to expand on it one day...
I thought of something tonight; an unusual way to look at things. I live my life in the eye of a hurricane. My life barely changes. Every day is an island of similarity/familiarity, whilst all around me, all the rest of the world is a whirlwind of change, and uncertainty, and struggle, and drama.
I don't have that. It's nice that I don't have to struggle, and I put a lot of effort into building this life (aside from finances). I don't tolerate liars, cheats, gas-lighters and/or physical/emotional abusers. I don't tolerate part-time friends, or people who think I can do for them, unless I see some sort of reciprocity. I don't date anyone who isn't a great match for me, because 1) it's not fair to the other, and 2) to quote England Dan & John Ford Coley "It's sad to belong to someone else, when the right one comes along".
All of the above makes life easy. What it doesn't do is make life fun, or fulfilling, or worthwhile. It creates detachment, which can create peace, but that peace can also be offset by isolation and loneliness.
6:13 p.m. - 2018-07-09
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