Ended up with an upper respiratory infection, likely from all the dust from the disintegrated carpet pad I had to remove from the attic area, at my realtor's suggestion. It''s been a real P.I.A. to work on, and now I can't work on the place for a few days. Well, I could, but I've found that illness just lingers on if I don't take time to recover, so it looks like I won't have the place ready by this weekend (unless I manage to really power through it once I'm better).
I've actually filled out my online dating profile again (even put up a couple pics), and messaged two people recently. No reply, not even a "thanks but no thanks". It's ok,I get it, but it's still a bit discouraging. I'm not sure why I even bother, I don't see how a relationship will ever fit into my life again, even if I'd like one to. Relationships require time, and I don't have enough time as it is, to do the things I'd like. Or maybe that's just a protective mechanism to prevent my feelings from being hurt because nobody seems to want to date me? Maybe I should try to find someone out-of-town, whom I can only see once every week or two? Ha, who am I kidding, that would require someone to be interested, which isn't happening. Oh well, at least I'm used to this single life now; extending it for another 20,30,40,50 yrs shouldn't be too much of a problem.
On a side note, I recently dug up some old local 'alternative' rock band's music files & made a playlist out of them; here's one - Kyckstands, and here's another - Ghost Bunnies. I wish I could find their cds online, but these live gigs will have to do.
4:39 p.m. - 2017-10-10
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